please don’t freak out on me?

                      her eyes widened in surprise. blaine was seeing someone? that was interesting. when he mentioned it was somebody that she knew, rachel went through all the people they knew to see if should could mentally weed out as blaine’s mysterious boyfriend. 

            “— okay, you’ve got me intrigued, tell me more! “

      Blaine scooted close and draped a leg across both of hers.  Mostly to pin her down and keep her from hitting the ceiling if necessary.  Like ripping off a bandaid–thinking telling someone that he was happy for once in so long as ‘ripping off a bandaid’ felt awful–the confession was blurted out in a gushing run-on sentence.  “It’s Sebastian, Rachel.”  Perfectly timed smile GO!  “Before you lose it?  Hear me out?  Or are you not going to lose it?  I can’t believe I’m going to say this.”  He was trying to make a joke but he was so scared crapless of what she’d think nervous he overdid the eyeroll and his huff came out in a weird panting/stuttering sound. “Say something before I go crazy–please?”