“I miss you, every minute of every day. I know that I screwed things up really badly and I’m sorry. I know what I lost and I know that I can’t be without you. I need you. I don’t want to be this jerk anymore and you are the only one that can make me a better person. A good person.”
“You are a good person. I don’t want to be without you either. I hate this. I miss you too, Kurt. That’s the point. I have been missing you. Even when you’re right beside me–you’re not really there. Half the time I wonder if you’ll clue into what’s happening. That’s the easy part to deal with. The idea that you don’t realize it because you’re too busy, stressed, whatever. Because the other option? You do know what you’re doing and you’re trying to push me away? It’s not so easy to think about because it feels like it’s working and I’m so scared that that’s the case.”
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