sam.

( mssg » blaine | sent ) signed up for it once and if i can be lucky enough to sign up for it twice? well thats like, the dream then lmao. and look as long as you’re just talking your head off and not idk, doin somethin real messed up with it you’re good lol
( mssg » blaine | sent )  Okay i used to think so too but stevie disagrees with you to the extreme right now. i think hes doing the puberty thing and is 2 cool for me, or gearing up to do it, idk. 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) if people are judging your brain on other things are htey really the type of ppl you want in your life lmao? ok kidding but only kind of. 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) No! it’s amazing blaine, seriously. idk just makes me happy and like you didnt have to even do this so its cool you did. lol i just thought that said ‘gavel gays’ my b. oh man thats not gonna like, threaten their honor or anything right? 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) damn thats a good strategy, good plan, b. 
( mssg » blaine | sent )  Haha, no pressure or nothin right? i haven’t sang in public for a real long time so i dunno we’ll see lol i’m happy to just watch you
( mssg » blaine | sent )  and the guys ofc. but you know what i meant lol. yeah ofc you can ask me anything like ever. always.  and okay? yeah this is probably like the best i’ve been in a really long time lmao why do i not seem okay??? sorry im just excited i promise 

( mssg » sam | sent ) Who is Stevie and why would he disagree?  You make the world smile easy, Sam.  I’m willing to bet that against a late blooming classmate any day.  🙂

( mssg » sam | sent ) Probably.  Sorry.  It was a joke about doctors and all that gross stuff that’s been going on for what feels like forever and a day now.  My therapist says making jokes about the situation is a coping mechanism.  Or a way to push my feelings aside and make people feel better.  Which..what??  I, personally, think I spent way too long not laughing that it’s about time I let myself do it again.  You know?  That has to be healthier than constant seriousness and frustration.

( mssg » sam | sent ) Gavel gays?  Oh God.  LOL!
( mssg » sam | sent )

That may.  Just a little.  But!  I think you’re safe from any duel challenges thanks to a slip of the tongue.  Don’t worry.  I have your back if anything happens.

( mssg » sam | sent ) No pressure.  You don’t have to.  I’m just saying if you get inspired to sing along?  You’re more than welcome to join in.  Either way is great.  As long as you’re there.
( mssg » sam | sent ) You seem okay.  Sure.  I’m only worried that I make you nervous.  I don’t want you to be nervous around me.  As long as you’re good?  I have a lot I’ve been wondering about that I was hoping you’d have some insight on.