dave.

( mssg » blaine | sent ) So when exactly was this again? How many days have you started out the day saying you do it? 
( mssg » blaine | sent ) If you hadn’t kept it for so long I probably wouldn’t be as upset about this as I am? Like I’m a lot more pissed off now than I probably would have been.
( mssg » blaine | sent ) I’m not going to leave you. That’s the annoying part of this. I love you and that’s what is so frustrating. But I need time. Alone. As in I don’t want to see you for a bit so I don’t do or say something I’ll regret later.

( mssg » dave | sent ) Dave..
( mssg » dave | sent )

The night of Sue’s Invitational.  Every day since then.
( mssg » dave | sent ) I know.  I know I shouldn’t have kept it in.  You have every right to never want to see me again if that’s what you want.
( mssg » dave | sent ) I just want you to know I’ve been so sorry and I love you very much.  Being with you is where I want to be.
( mssg » dave | sent )

If it’s time you need?  I’ll give that to you.  Whatever it takes to fix this..

stolenscarlet.

He could work with this.  He could, he just had to figure out how to explain everything. Luckily he’ll have time to think on it before seeing Blaine again, and his teammates wandering off ahead of him was a good excuse to hurry this meeting up.
He wished he was so ready to run off though.  Nervous, yes, but Blaine was one of two honest to god friends in Ohio.  The first friend he had aside from Iris..  Barry missed him.  He thought about telling him the truth back then too.  But then he was convinced, absolutely convinced that who he was would land him in the same anxious, regularly bruised position he was in back home.  It probably would have, he still thinks now, but better that than being an asshole with a fake name.

“Yeah, yeah sounds good.”  Barry nods, a smile pulling at his lips.  “I can give you my number?  It- I had to change it in college.  I’ll be around for about two weeks, so I mean, whenever.  No actually plans that I know of.  Yet.”  Which isn’t quite true, but what’s left to do in planning for the job could be played off as spur of the moment ideas, and Barry himself might not be needed anyway.  Rock-paper-scissors usually decided who did Len’s scoping out if he didn’t feel like doing it.

Barry debates for a moment dropping some kind of hint at least to the truth, some part of it for now.  Blaine and his curious, kind heart probably would still want to talk to him too..  The very reason he left an impression on Barry.  

There couldn’t be anymore excitement gleaming from his eyes as he quickly dug his phone from his pocket.  His hand shook with how much anticipation and eagerness that was radiating from a smile that just wouldn’t quit.  Blaine quickly unlocked the device and handed it over.
He knew Sebastian changed his number after a rather unfortunate incident a little over a year ago that had him calling him in the middle of the night.  Only to have a woman who wasn’t very happy with receiving a call that late pick up on the other end and give him a piece of her mind. The number was hesitantly erased right after.

“Two weeks?  Great!  No plans,” he gave a slightly confused look in the path that Barry’s friends wandered off to but then glanced back.  Not everyone had to go on a trip with a purpose in mind.  Occasionally?  It just felt good to be somewhere else.  Right?  Though he did wonder if he was keeping Barry from somewhere he should be.  After they exchanged information–he’d let him go.  What was a few extra minutes between friends that were reconnecting after years of not seeing each other? 

“Well,” Blaine perked up and gave the taller man a ‘well would you look at that’ smirk.  “Now you have some.  Or–you will once we decide.  See?  And if places like this–nice as it is–are what you’ve seen so far?  Then you’re in for a surprise.  Who knows,” he teased with nose scrunching wicked grin, “You might fall in love with this place as much as I have.”

yours.

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It was no secret that Blaine was quick to tear up whenever Sebastian went on his rare romantic speeches where he laid out all his deepest love for Blaine on the table, finally just letting his words lead him instead of thinking too much. Maybe it was because it didn’t happen often, so it hit Blaine harder when it did happen. Or maybe Blaine was just so adorably sensitive in that way; Sebastian thought it was both. One thing he knew for sure though was that being here in Paris brought out a romantic side of Sebastian that didn’t show much on a regular day. Listening to Blaine speak in a teary eyed whisper left Sebastian completely and fully listening with a sweet smile. Sebastian squeezes his hand and reaches his other hand across the small distance between them to wipe one single tear he saw glimmering in the light under Blaine’s eye. Voice comes out soft and caring, all so compassionate. ❝Hey, I have to play it unfair sometimes.❞ he chuckles lightly.

❝The number one thing I’ve always wanted to be is supportive, Blaine. And it comes to me pretty easily when you are constantly and always the best man I know. Every choice you make, it’s perfect. You’ve completely changed my view of the world too…And of love…And friendship. It’s kind of like… I was living in shades of black and white, and when I saw you walk through that door into the Warblers room, you were the first thing I finally saw in color. As I got closer to you, the sky became blue and the trees became green… and in this very moment right now I think I finally see everything in color.❞ he pauses, feeling himself getting drastically more emotional too. It had to be done now. The moment was just right. Sebastian couldn’t wait any longer, it was impossible. ❝I have something to show you.❞ he says excitedly, getting out of his chair and standing above Blaine to hold a hand out. ❝Let me take you there.❞ Everything had his heart beating out of his chest. How he could feel the ring box in his pocket, how he knew the tower was right outside of this restaurant. How he knew that this was the biggest moment of his life yet and he wouldn’t change a thing for the world. Because together? The world was theirs. 

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The smile that graced Sebastian’s mouth never failed to take his breath away.  That look made him feel like there was nothing that existed in the world.  In any mood he was in–Sebastian could give him with that smile and he would instantly stop, blink, stumble into the same stupefied stare he had sitting across the table from this strange, mind boggling boy he happened upon at Dalton.  What he once thought was lucky chance that their lives intertwined in the place where Blaine always the most at home was different the minute he let it be because Sebastian was always there.  Waiting for him to come around.  Chance had nothing to do with them.  Fate did.  Dalton–Blaine’s home–gave him his true place to belong forever.  Now when he saw that expression?  He fell in love with Sebastian over and over again.  A dizzying, head spinning sort of love that felt like the first day he opened up his eyes and truly let himself see who was standing in front of him and the life–and love–Sebastian had to offer.  Sebastian’s support was unending.  Through darkness and doubt, triumph and a heart so light Blaine could soar through the clouds in happiness–Sebastian was his constant.  An unending thread weaved into the fabric of who he was and every milestone–good or bad–only tugged them closer.  It was so hard–at times–for Blaine to see himself the way Sebastian painted him.  He was speechless– listening to how he brought Sebastian’s world into color.  –Oh my God..– Sebastian had no idea he took the colors in Blaine’s world and made them brighter, more vibrant.  Alive when they all began to fade.  “Sebastian..,”  Blaine stole his boyfriend’s hand and pressed a kiss to his fingertips tasting the salt of his own tears.  “I–,” but Sebastian stood up and they were leaving. Blaine had to remind his knees how to work and took the offered hand so he could pull himself up. Curiosity twinkled in reddened eyes and he nodded feeling his heart race like Sebastian’s pulse drummed through his hand and his own heart sped up to match his.  “I’d follow you anywhere.  You know?”  And that’s what he did.  Right after a kiss to Sebastian’s cheek and a whispered I love you before they moved an inch.

sam.

sam: u sure ur not hitting on me bro? LOL
sam: but yea idk i think i do
sam: wanna see what its like, i mean
sam: but like?? it also sounds super intimidating. i mean where do i start?
sam: cuz i dont think i wanna see a bunch of strangers dicks on grindr

blaine: I swear I’m not hitting on you!
blaine: We’ve established that you didn’t, you know, see me like that.
blaine: Don’t start on grindr!!  Never start on grindr!
blaine: I’d feel awful if your first gay experience was with a guy from a quickie app?
blaine: That’s sort of the last ditch..”I need to have sex not standards” truck stop of hook ups?
blaine: Going to a club would be better..I mean at least you see them in person first?  I don’t know.  I could go with you?

Bleff || 1×1 ||

jeff.

Jeff nodded as Blaine spoke about wanting to get a better grip on the campus and not looking like a lost puppy tomorrow when school had started. He swung his arm around his new roommates shoulder and grinned up at him. “Trust me, you won’t get lost, if anything you’ll have me there to make sure of where you need to be” He told Blaine as they walked, and Jeff bounced more like towards the car and piled in. He made sure that he sat himself next to Blaine glad to have another friend among his friend of Warblers. 

“So, you went to Central did you say?” He turned to look at Blaine once the car was started and Wes was driving them all back to Campus. “What was that like?” he asked curious about the public school as he’d only ever been to private school ever since pre school. 

After settling in the car for the ride back to Dalton–Blaine perked up and glanced at Jeff once they were on their way.  A tint of pink lingered on olive cheeks and he rubbed the back of his neck in a nervous, slightly embarrassed fidget.  “As sweet as that offer is?  I can’t make you late to all your classes because you’re busy rushing me around to mine.  I promise.  All I need is a little time in the hallways tonight and I won’t be that bad off.  I think.  We’ll see?  Worse comes to worse?  I could text you a where am I, please help me message?”

Blaine bit his lip and shrugged trying not to show how Jeff’s question made his pulse race.  It was his fault for bringing it up so he could talk about the fact he sang there as a common ground anyway.  He smiled and gently placed his hands cupped together on his lap.   “It was okay as far as schools, I guess.  Crowded,”  his fingers were toying with one another as he weighed his words carefully.  “Worlds away from the way Dalton runs–from what we were told–and the opportunities that private schools offer but–.”  Blaine tuned in that several pairs of curious eyes were on him.  That didn’t help matters much. “I’m really glad to be here.”  What kind of answer was that?  A jumbled one at best.  So he smiled at Jeff and waited to see what the hyperactive boy would ask next.

dave.

Dave thought a moment. “I could probably you know….try to take a compliment once and awhile, but we both know that I’m pretty terrible at it. In fact, i’m probably worse at it then you are, but for all future reference, you are important, very important, in fact you might actually be the most important, but don’t tell anyone I said that, they might get jealous,” he chuckled, leaning into the kisses. This was his favorite part, when they got this comfortable and this…touchy. He pulled away slightly, trying to think. “You know, I bet if I asked the people, I could probably get us in to see the apartment tomorrow if you were interested? I mean, I’m supposed to have everything though by this weekend so I mean, whenever is really the best. I mean I have whether you want to move in with me or not, but I prefer you moving in. Pretty sure we’ve really established that point by now though, don’t mind me. But tomorrow, I can get us in tomorrow if you want.”

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Boom!  Like a racehorse out of the Kentucky Derby Starter Gate!  There Dave went!  Blaine sat on his lap with an amused expression pushing his eyebrows higher the longer Dave fell into rapid fire rambling.  It was adorable to watch him become so caught up in explaining things when he got so excited and jittery.  Blaine had to wonder if that’s how he looked whenever he did the same thing.  Though..he’d highly doubt he was as adorable as Dave.  Inching closer with a shift of his knees on either side of Dave’s thighs–Blaine loosely wrapped both arms around his boyfriend’s shoulders and moved his hands until he could lightly scratch back and forth over his back.  Not a peep was made as he let Dave work through what he had to say–rather gush out–and only when he was sure Dave was done did Blaine allow himself to crack an ear to ear grin. Laughing happily–Blaine leaned in until their noses and foreheads touched.  “I think,” his voice was a notch above a whisper, “I think that we should go tomorrow.  As excited as you are?  I’m not making you wait til the weekend.  Dave?  Do you know how good it feels to have you this ecstatic to move in with me?  It’s just–thank you.  Get the keys and let’s go steal a peek? Maybe we can shop for some things together once we see it together?  How’s that sound?”

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//Thread Dropped.//

nsfw / smut starters

  • “i want you to fuck me.”
  • “you’d look better with those clothes on the floor.”
  • “you feel so good.”
  • “i’ve been thinking about you all night.”
  • “i need you so bad.”
  • “take your clothes off.”
  • “fuck me like you hate me.”
  • “i need to feel you inside of me.”
  • “i need to be inside of you.”
  • “beg for it.”
  • “bend over.”
  • “get on your knees.”
  • “i love the way you touch me.”
  • “i love the way you kiss me.”
  • “how bad do you want me?”
  • “do you know how bad i want you?”
  • “you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered.”

wrcngbitch :

     So a little while ago I hit my first milestone on this blog! Which is so insane seeing as I’ve only been here for almost a month?? Are you kidding?! That’s so amazing!! Thank every single one of you lovely people for following, roleplaying, & generally being fucking awesome. This is a little list of people I adore, people I’m fond of, even blogs I simply admire from afar. If I miss anyone it’s because I probably just haven’t gotten the chance to rp with you, or I just don’t know you that well yet. Even if you aren’t mentioned know that I super appreciate you & I’d love to rp some time! I’m just forgetful & a lot of blogs seemed inactive. My next milestone will likely be much longer. xoxo

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dave.

( mssg » blaine | sent ) So you were going to just keep it quiet and tell me when the time ‘was right’ or what? Were you just going to not tell me or something? Do you think that would have been a better idea?
( mssg » blaine | sent ) Maybe. We can MAYBE talk. But start off with why. Not why you did it for now, but why you thought it’d be okay to hide it?

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( mssg » dave | sent ) I was planning on telling you.  I kept starting out the day telling myself that I’d do it.  That today was the day.  Then we would have such a good one that I didn’t want to ruin it.
( mssg » dave | sent )

The problem is? All of our days are good days.  Eventually my excuse just..  I got petrified that I’d lose you and lost my nerve instead.
( mssg » dave | sent ) I don’t know why I thought hiding it was okay.  I know it’s not.
( mssg » dave | sent )

Dave, please, don’t leave?

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