Shipping Call – Send me one if you want to plot one or more of these
đ – friendship đ – kinship ( blood or symbolic familial bond ) đ – past relationship đ – hateship ( they hate each other but canât stay away ) đ – hateship ( enemies ) đ – friends with benefits †– romantic relationship
( mssg » blaine | sent) I thought we were going to make it. ( mssg » blaine | sent) How is having sex with somebody else showing me I mattered? Was that supposed to make me feel special? ( mssg » blaine | sent) Not like it matters, but for transparencyâs sake, Sebastian has made everything abundantly clear. I shouldnât be surprised given everything, but it doesnât hurt any less. Glad to know heâs finally having his shot at redemption. ( mssg » blaine | sent) Are you really asking me that question? ( mssg » blaine | sent) Thatâs exactly how I felt when you told me. I was standing right there. I didnât want to be real anymore because nothing made sense. So no, literally erased, no. To feel erased? To feel like everything thatâs ever mattered doesnât any longer? To feel like this special life weâd been building boiled down to nothing because it wasnât enough for you? Because you needed more? That wasnât me? ( mssg » blaine | sent) What would you have to feel to consider erasing someone, Blaine? How many pieces would your heart have to be in to so much as consider it? I didnât want to wake up. But I still did. ( mssg » blaine | sent) I donât even know what I should or shouldnât be saying to you because Iâm so afraid youâre going to try that again. ( mssg » blaine | sent) I didnât even know until weeks later. ( mssg » blaine | sent) Promise me you arenât going to try that ever again. ( mssg » blaine | sent) Are you okay?
( mssg » kurt | sent) I did, too. ( mssg » kurt | sent) No. I didnât mean what I said like that. Iâm sorry. I regret every second. I wish I could take it back. I would. I canât but Iâd give anything for the chance to. Anything. ( mssg » kurt | sent) I did a very stupid thing. Beyond stupid and there isnât a day that I donât regret it. Even after this. Itâs the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing before I go to bed.  ( mssg » kurt | sent) I didnât need more. I just needed you and I thought I didnât have you anymore and that was all me. Everything was my fault. I did that. Thought the worst and then managed to do even worse. I ruined everything. Iâll tell Sebastian to stop whatever he is doing. ( mssg » kurt | sent) I wouldnât erase anyone. Itâs not an option. It wouldnât have been one before this and knowing what it feels like? I wouldnât do that to anyone. I couldnât. It doesnât make me better or worse than anyone who does. ( mssg » kurt | sent) Donât mean to come off that way if I did. I just donât think I could lose a part of myself for any reason. Nothing could hurt more than this..and I still couldnât do it. ( mssg » kurt | sent) You can say anything you want. Would rather you get it out than hold it in.
( mssg » kurt | sent) I wonât.. ( mssg » kurt | sent) No. Iâm not. But thatâs for me to deal with.
     OF ALL PEOPLE, torrance had never known herself to really be nervous, but sometimes, especially when trying something new, she knew herself to be occasionally wracked with nerves, like her stomach was full of bubbles and butterflies, and she could burst at any second. despite this, it had never deterred her from a new adventure, and when blaine pushes open the backstage door, she canât help but grin with a flush to her face.   â honestly, i think that sounds like a GREAT idea. â
Seeing the grin and how her face filled with color made going out on a limb like this more than worth the potential for it to go South and her to look at him like he had two heads before walking off.  âThatâs because it is a great idea,â he grinned teasing her as he lead her out from behind the heavy curtain. The stage was illuminated by a ghost light and a few overhead lights created beams that lit up a circle of seats in each part of the auditorium. âHow long have you been wanting to sing? I had no idea you were interested.â A flick of a few switches and the lights at the foot of the stage cut through the dark.  âPretty neat, huh?â He nodded towards the rows of chairs beyond the stage.
Rachel smiled as she thought back to the memories theyâve spent together, from the time she thought she gained feelings for him to all the duets theyâve sung with each other. She looked over at Kurt who was still asleep on the middle of her bed. Graduation was just a few days away and the three of them decided to have a pre-graduation sleepover. It would be four had Finn joined them, but the boy made an âItâs-not-my-thingâ face and returned to his video games.
Twisting the cap of his hair gel bottle open, she scooped some up with her fingers. âIt wonât be forever. Itâs more of a âsee you laterâ than a âgoodbye,â right? You and Kurt will be joining Finn and I in New York and weâll all get to be together again. Itâs just a matter of time! NYADA would be fortunate to have the phenomenal talent of the three of us!â She exclaimed, thoroughly applying the gel in his hair.
there are friends, and then there are the kind of friends that still support you and write with you after youâve dragged one thread with them to four separate blogs. i love you j! @pianokeysandbowties
// The feeling is 10000% mutual. You know the writing is freaking tops when youâre like…you can drag the thread to pluto and back and Iâd still reply ten light years from now. And I love you, too!
Lift your head up high. Â And scream out to the world! I know I am someone! Â And let the truth unfurl. No one can hurt you now. Because you know whatâs true.
   Yes, I believe in me.    So you believe in you!
( mssg » sebastian | sent) Hey. Iâm sorry to bother you but are you awake? ( mssg » sebastian | sent) I know itâs late but I canât sleep. ( mssg » sebastian | sent) Guess thatâs sort of obvious. ( mssg » sebastian | sent) I could just use someone to talk to. ( mssg » sebastian | sent) Anyway. If you donât see this til morning, I totally get it. ( mssg » sebastian | sent) Just one of those nights, you know?
( mssg » kurt | sent) Iâm not accusing you of anything.. I promise! ( mssg » kurt | sent) But this is the second Dalton hoodie thatâs come up missing. ( mssg » kurt | sent) Vanished right out of thin air! ( mssg » kurt | sent) Weirdly enough? My cologne was in the wrong spot too. ( mssg » kurt | sent) A little birdie MIGHT have given me a clue. Canât say who! ( mssg » kurt | sent) Any idea what might have gone on?? Any at all?
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