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Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.  @offtherekurt

( mssg » kurt | deleted ) Hey, Kurt.  I need to say this.  I keep trying.  I’ve written and rewritten this message half a dozen times in different ways.  I never send it.  I doubt I will this time.  Who knows?  My nerve might last long enough.  I tell myself that every time I do this. I’m going to hit send.  I’m going to tell you everything I need to say and hope you tell me I’m being ridiculous. That you laugh at me and stop this spiral we’re on because I’m making it up in my head.  I probably won’t give you the chance to read this and it’ll end up deleted like the others. I’m too scared you won’t take it.  I miss you.  You promised me that you wouldn’t say goodbye but goodbye is more than a word.  Goodbye comes in silence.  In phone calls that go instantly to voicemail. Or worse?  After a couple rings.  Goodbye is unanswered and forgotten Skype meets every Friday night like we promised.  It’s me talking to you but you not hearing me anymore.  I’m trying so hard to be patient for you.  Meet me halfway?  The distance between us is getting too far.  It’s starting to feel like I can never hope to catch up to you before you forget about me forever.  I love you.  I’m here waiting for you.  Please come back.  Not to Lima, not that.  Come back to us.
( mssg » kurt | sent )  Hey, gorgeous!  How’s the hottest vogue intern in New York City?   See you on Skype Friday?  Time to pick a new binge watch show.  Your turn.  I’ll bring the ice cream. You bring the Clear Eyes and caffeine.  I love you. -Blaine