Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āumā¦ā finnās gaze fixated somewhere to the left of blaine, eyes getting slightly wider in thought as his eyebrows crinkled a bit.Ā āwell, maybe we start small. likeā¦ maybe you could gimme a second opinion on this glee assignment Ā Ā Ā Ā ā his expression relaxed and raised a bit as the mental lightbulb flicked on.Ā ā Ā Ā Ā Ā for starters, before we start tackling, y’know, world peace, or something.ā
For every š I get Iāll recommend a blog – accepting!
@pianokeysandbowties – An amazing Blaine Anderson! Also, J is the nicest person in the world! I love her very much! š
@seesgood – Lia is pure sunshine and all of her ooc posts are amazing! Iām so lucky to call her my friend. Plus, her portrayal of Caroline Forbes is A plus!
Caliās an awesome dude whoās really been there for me when Iāve needed it. I also adore Sonny and Puck would do anything for his bro, tbh!
@wholelotofmuses –Ā If youāre a fan of multimuse blogs, you should definitely give this blog a follow! Lolaās so cool! I donāt know how she juggles so many different muses!
// This is so freaking sweet, btw.Ā I love you, David.Ā Thanks for being such a good friend all these years!Ā Also. Peeps.Ā This is an amazing Puck right here.Ā Go give him love!
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā MEEEE??!! I WOULD NEVAHā HOW DARE!!! I HAVE NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ā THE ABSURDITY OF THISā¦ maybe YOU ship SEBLAINE HUH?! MAYBE youāre trying to put me off the scent, how about THAT?!!Ā shshhhh i ship it only with U itās ouR SECRET J ( @pianokeysandbowtiesĀ )
// Ew!Ā Gross ship is so gross.Ā Icb I associate with people like this.Ā JK.Ā Iāll Capān that damn ship til the ends of the Earth, I tell ye!Ā To the ends of the Earth!Ā And itās a whole lotta your fault anyway.Ā Ā @inthequiver
ā hey, Blaine. Look at me.ā Four days. Thatās how long it took Sam Evans to crumble. Itās not even that he just knewĀ Blaine was hurting. Heād seen it in every aspect of everything he did. There was no light, even when Blaine was āhaving a good time, honestly Samā he saw right through it. And yeah, Sam didnāt blame him. He knew why. Having Kurt completely wipe it all away, like his life was this super luxury rollās royce, and like Blaine was nothing more than a bug that just splattered against his windshield. One wipe, boom. Problem gone. Even if theyād been traveling all around the world together on that wind shā¦ Yeah no, that was a really bad analogy but Blaine was more than that. Blaine was the best guyĀ heād ever known. His best friend. Seeing him go through this? IT WAS KILLING HIM. He didnāt deserve it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā This wasnāt a BLAINEĀ thing, it was a Kurt thing and Sam hadnāt figured out how to put that into words Blaine would understand. Heād tried, but no matter how many times Blaine tried to explain it, their ideas didnāt gel. Which sucked because ALL THEIR IDEAS GELLED. Blaineās thing was gel, if anyone were to gel, it was them.Ā BLAM.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā But Kurt had fucked up. Blaine had too, but the reality was ā¦ Kurt ran. He let go with no disregard. And maybe it wasnāt fair, maybe Sam was looking at it from an angle that was biased towards one, but he loved Kurt, so was he really? It was all just ā¦ SO MESSED UP. They were spiraling and there were no parachutes. At this point, Sam would have done anythingĀ to take away his pain. And there had been one thing he hadnāt done yet because it didnāt seem like the right time. Didnāt seem like a good moment. Didnāt seem sensitive at all given the situation.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Blaine was just ā¦ wired. In this way. Deep down? He understoodĀ it.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā What if he could just ā¦ Make Blaine see that it wasnāt just Kurt out there that made life worth living? That peopleĀ could love him.Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Samās hands were so big they pretty much took up most of Blaineās face as he tried to pull him back down to Earth, cupping softly at his cheeks. They were deep in Pennsylvania, the wicked wilderness surrounding them. Bullfrogs and crickets, owls and coyotes teaming up with the October breeze that pretty much swept through them both like a wave of ice when the camper didnāt block it out.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Life had gotten too heavy. The fire crackled behind him and he could feel it heating the rubber soles of his runners, but not enough to make him worry yet. The blonde was knelt down on one knee in front of Blaine
ā or the body formally known as Blaine because Blaine wasnāt in there anymore and it was killing him. The stars were so bright tonight
ā the fire had died down, and really even if you walked ten feet away you could look up and instantly lose your breath at the sight. Something Sam hadnāt missed a single moment doing. The Universe had done a pretty cool thing for once and offered a meteor shower and every two minutes it wasĀ āBlaine! Did you see itā? amid the rolling conversation that hadnāt stopped for a week.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He hadnāt let Blaine out of his sight, and he was trying so hard to keep him here. The world needed Blaine Anderson, even if he thought itād be better without him. It had come back to him in a wave, it was something about Kurt, he didnāt have to ask because the tears streaming down his face said it all. His thumbs swiped along the gentle ridge as he shook his head.Ā āItās okay. Itās gonna be okay.ā Fires were great, except there was something about the cackling wood and mesmerizing lick of the flames, sparks shooting up over glowing goals that was ā¦ It made you think. It sucked you in. And camping was great and he loved it, being there with Blaine, but the world was quiet. And even with everything they were doing ā¦ He worried it wasnāt helping Blaine and ā¦ that was the point of this. All of it. Not even making him feel better ā¦ just feel human, like he existed and meant everything to someone.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Which is why wordlessly, with no awkwardness, no hesitation, Sam was leaning forward, plump lips caressing Blaineās in what was possibly the most gentleĀ kiss in the world. Hugs werenāt helping, so it was time to try this. Heād be whatever Blaine needed.Now? Forever? Whatever as long as it took, he was here. Heād always be there. And Blaine wasnāt allowed to go anywhere.Ā
i very recently hit my first 100 followers, which absolutely blows my mind. truly, i canāt comprehend that this little blog of complete un-quality content has gained any attention at all, let alone triple digits! iām not really a person who does the whole heartfelt stuff too often – and when i do itās awkward as hell (oop, this is no exception) – but i truly couldnāt be more grateful that youāre all here and sticking around. youāre all, every single one of you including any bots that are floating in that number, incredible!
i know i havenāt talked to all of you (iām a shy little bean!) but iād love to get to know you all, plot some things that are wild and exciting and just have a hell of a lot of fun. so please donāt be afraid to approach me, i swear iām not scary. you could literally send me a google image search image of a dog and iāll be your best friend. itās that easy.
the new year is coming up and while i donāt like to make a big deal out of it for personal reason, iām wishing you all the very best for the new year and i hope all of your goals for the next 12 months are accomplished. and now a bit from your grandmother willow: stay safe out there and donāt play with fireworks!
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā SPECIAL MENTIONS !
Ā Ā laurie (Ā @avcntgardeā /@mixedbcrriesāĀ )Ā ā®Ā youāre kind of the real mvp here for sticking with me from my first ever indie up until this point. and also for persuading me to play some muses i would have never thought about in a million years ( *cough* dwight *cough* ). i always thought i made the worst first impression shouting about the eurovision song contest to you, but youāre still talking to me soā¦ maybe not! a million ships later, a billion threads later and here we are. hereās to a trillion new things in the new year! ps. thanks for putting up with me fooling you into thinking iām alright. u quality, me lame.
Ā Ā j ( @pianokeysandbowtiesā ) Ā ā®Ā i should just put a dramatic ant video here and let the manās love for his ants express my feels here, shouldnāt i? but seriously, youāre awesome and no matter if weāre playing complicated vampire feuding or the ridiculous anderbros, i always thoroughly enjoy headcanoning these things and getting them written out there. hereās to more anderbro ridiculousness and to figuring out the century spanning love but hate but need but want to kill you relationship that our gay vampire club members have!
Ā Ā lissa ( @soulofseaā ) Ā ā®Ā i know youāre having a tough time right now, but youāve honestly been a little ray of sunshine to have met and talked to over the last few months iāve had this blog. i didnāt expect to adore newt and annie as much as i do, but damn, theyāre the cutest friends. i sincerely hope things get better for you soon! consider this a giant hug from me to you!
Ā Ā Ā Ā A++++ HUMANS !
most of you iāve spoken to at least once or have a thread or two with. some of you i havenāt. either way, i think youāre incredibly talented and lovely people andā¦ basically, just keep being your awesome selves!
this is for those i follow that i havenāt really interacted with much if at all, but i still adore following. and if i wasnāt shy af i probably would have demanded we write something together already. keep being amazing!
So, there are a lot of people that come to mind, but for some reason when I read this one person stuck out soā¦
@pianokeysandbowties;Ā Ā J is truly one of a kind, she is so warm and easy to talk to and she genuinely caresĀ about people which is such a rare trait. Sheās literally the type to go out of her way to call you when youāre having a bad day (which sheās done for more on more than one occasion) and sheās just a really positive, pleasant presence to have around as a friend. Sheās honestly a really sweet person and Iām blessed to have her in my life.
// Oh my god!Ā Sweetie!Ā I love you so much.Ā Thank you for saying such sweet things!Ā I adore you and Iām so glad Iāve had the chance to be there for you and vice versa.Ā Youāre just as amazing 10000% and then some!Ā Iām keeping you.Ā Thatās that.Ā Done dealio.Ā So many hugs!
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