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Blaine couldn’t understand why he felt so nervous. Sitting on the edge of his bed staring at his phone until it went black, he wondered what he and Sam were that the other boy couldn’t explain it over texts. The fact that he felt he had to drive here, in the middle of the night, to tell him the details? Didn’t have to be a mind reader to know that the details meant something more than a simple conversation over phone screens tapped out by their fingertips. Sam wanted to put his face, his voice and his presence behind the words.
What did he forget..? How much..?
Frustrated at himself–Blaine’s feet began rapidly bobbing up and down, heels never touching the ground. Like the beating of rabbit’s feet without the hop. Knees bouncing as he tossed his phone on the bed and pressed the heels of his palms against them, his arms rattled as his fingers curled backwards stopping when their tips touched the tops of his palms. Shutting his eyes and burrowing his brows, he tried to think. Come up with anything. Anything at all. Come on..please? All he ended up with for his efforts was the beginning of a tension headache and sore ankles. How long did it take to drive from Sam’s house to Dalton? When would he be here? Should he change? In the end, he was still sitting right where he was when he heard the knock on the door.
Sam hugged him so tight he couldn’t breathe. Blaine rushed to catch up and managed to hug him back, albeit from an awkward angle, and he watched as Sam changed a shade healthier because he breathed for the first time since he walked through the door. Then, it was Blaine’s turn to lose his breath. With every word he listened to, Blaine’s gaze softened. A sad smile pouted his bottom lip into his upper but he kept quiet and listened searching through the words like they were a light inside the fog wishing that he could put together more than imagined pictures he painted in his mind’s eye as Sam narrated a past that was just gone. His heart was beating so fast, faster.
The gut instinct to crawl from the pillows he rested on and scootch down the bed until he was sitting back on his heels in front of Sam won over and by the time Sam finished, Blaine was taking his hand and pulling it into his lap trying to comfort him the only way he knew how. He might not remember what Sam said. He maybe even laughed at the park story. But Blaine knew it had to hurt Sam that he didn’t connect any of it together. Only to the person telling the tales. Smiling again, he shook his head finding it silly that he would have thought they were anything but.. “Friends then? We were friends. Sounds like we really kept everyone on their toes. I do like Blam, though. Who came up with that?”
A crooked grin and he covered the top of Sam’s hand with his free one capturing it completely as he tucked his chin towards his collar and studied Sam’s expression to see if this was all too much. “I’m trying. For you. For everyone. For me. I’m trying so hard. Thank you for this? Tell me everything. I don’t care how long it takes. Even the bad stuff, if there was bad stuff. Like. If we had fights. Though you seem hard to want to fight with. Please don’t hold anything in, okay? Everyone tries to soften things, you know? Make it so I’m not overwhelmed or whatever.” He shrugged helplessly. “But the bad part is? What they’re holding in, when I see them do it? That’s the worst.. Ironic, isn’t it?”















